This is
going to be another one of those free form word association posts ala “blunt
force instrument”, so stick with me.
Going with full disclosure again, my unabashed nerdiness comes through
on this one, and my very first encounter with the term “Force of Nature”
originates from Magic the Gathering, but, in fairness to the respect of the
content of this blog, that Force of Nature was pretty jacked, and incredibly
powerful
Some Jon Andersen style traps there
But what is
an actual force of nature? The literal
definition applies to those natural forces beyond the control of humans that
tend to have cataclysmic effects, such as hurricanes, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions,
etc. When applied figuratively to
people, it implies that those people have qualities and personalities similar
to these natural disasters; existing beyond the control of outside forces. In turn, those with these qualities tend to
exhibit qualities of being unstoppable insofar as it comes to the expression
and execution of these qualities. One
tends to not be a force of nature in regards to all qualities, but instead
possesses a quality, of which they are a force of nature for that quality.
Where have
you observed forces of nature? In
fiction, my two favorite go-tos are Jason Vorhees of Friday the 13th fame and
Frank Castle, aka The Punisher. Jason
starts out as more the figurative Force of Nature, as his original appearance
is that of a human driven purely by a murderous drive for revenge against those
that were responsible for the death of his mother. However, as his story progresses, he
transforms into an almost literal interruption as a re-animated corpse that
seems driven for murder against teenagers and authority figures. The original driving purpose was lost, and Jason
now murders simply because that is what Jason does. And, as a Force of Nature, he is almost
entirely unstoppable in his pursuit. He
lumbers after his victims, smashes through walls, and lets nothing stop him on
his quest.
F**k your boombox
Anyone
familiar with me is well aware of my obsession with The Punisher, so it should
be no surprise that he’s my other reference for what a Force of Nature is. But it’s worth analyzing, as it’s easy to get
caught up in the initial motivation of Frank Castle and miss out for what it is
he becomes. Yes, Frank’s original
motivation was to avenge the deaths of his family, and there are many that
would argue that is perhaps noble and respectable. But then, it becomes a quest to far a war on
crime, which becomes a bit morally complex depending on your views on vigilantism,
but some could argue this was just an extension of the avenging of one’s
family. But eventually, 30 years have
passed, Frank can’t even remember what his family looked like, the original
purpose is long since expired, anyone that was in anyway related to the death
of his family is dead, and Frank fights the war simply because that is what
Frank does. He is a Force of Nature for
punishment. He is under no delusion that
what he does is somehow better than the acts of those he punishes: he just
knows that what he does in this world, his sole purpose, is simply to
punish.
So this was
a lot of rambling, nerdiness and pop culture.
Why talk about it? Because the
Force of Nature helps obviate the dread of existentialism in an otherwise
absurd world. And, of course, that
sentence is yet more nerdiness, but what does it mean for you? The Force of Nature is self-justifying. It requires no explanation, justification,
reasoning, or logic, for it simply IS.
The Force of Nature does what it does because that is what it is, and to
be anything else is simply outside of its nature. And, consequently, this means that nothing
else will make it anything other than what it is, as it is immune to the
effects of outside influences.
Although maybe sometimes you should still listen to outside influences..
When you
make yourself a force of nature, you grant yourself the freedom of no longer
needing reason to do what it is that you do.
How often have you observed the meltdown of a trainee when they hit the
existential dread of training? When it
dawns on them that they’ve bit off on a lifetime of training and nutrition in
order to continue achieving what it is they want to achieve? How many early mornings do that need to
have? How many missed nights out
drinking must they endure? How many
possible injuries, annoyances, missed meals, etc etc, are they in for? But these aren’t concerns for a Force of
Nature, for they simply do what they do because it is what they are. They get up early or train late, they eat the
same thing everyday, they abide by the program, stay on the diet, endure,
adapt, overcome, get hurt, come back, etc etc because they are a Force of
Nature, and that is what they do.
And when the
question of “why” gets asked, the answer is simply “because I am”. I long ago lost the reason of WHY I want to
be big and strong. All I know is that it’s
my earliest memory. It’s simply what I
am. I no longer carry the burden of needing
a reason, and it frees me to spend my energy thinking of HOW I will pursue my
ends rather than why. Give yourself the
same gift. Lose your purpose and simply
be. In doing so, you are beholden to no
one’s standards but your own. You will
overcome injuries because they do not stop a Force of Nature, you will overcome
adversity, lack of opportunity, limitations, etc etc. You will overcome your OWN internal monologue,
questioning why it is you do what you do, for what purpose, for what end. There is no reason, there is no purpose,
everything is absurd, your life will end, the sun will explode, we will all
perish…
…but none of
that matters anyway.
"In doing so, you are beholden to no one’s standards but your own."
ReplyDeleteThis resonates. I run. And when people ask me why, I smile at them. Nothing more.
I still strive to find this peace with respect to other aspects of life. But it's getting there.
Anyway, cheers for still writing your thoughts.
Thanks man. Been good having you as a reader.
DeleteThis might be my new favorite of yours, really great insight here man
ReplyDeleteHey awesome man. I appreciate that. I enjoyed writing this one.
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