Sunday, January 26, 2020

SACRIFICE NOTHING




A literary theme I’ve always found particularly interesting is the notion of trading humanity for power.  We saw this classically with Faust and the typical “deal with the devil”/selling of one’s soul, but it’s been a persistent theme for centuries and still finds home in contemporary sources as well.  What tends to be interesting about these instances is that it is either a villain or someone who begrudgingly makes this sacrifice that is the focus of this theme, and in both cases, the message conveyed is clear: no rational, heroic, GOOD person ever makes this sacrifice.  You are either black of soul or put in a situation where you have no other choice to make this sacrifice, making you either evil or pathetic.  But here is what is interesting: heroes are EXPECTED to make sacrifices: just not THAT one particular sacrifice.  Heroes are supposed to sacrifice time, self-interest, and in many cases glory and riches, in order to achieve heroic ends: it’s just the sacrifice of humanity that is deemed “unacceptable” due to the value that we place on humanity as an entity.  In this, the message is clear: in order to make acceptable sacrifices, one must not value those things that are needed to be sacrificed and, in turn, the power an individual has is the power to alter their values such that they, ultimately, sacrifice nothing to reach their goals.

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It's a pretty safe bet this guy didn't mind sacrificing his sanity for power

That was a mouthful, and in full disclosure I was just trying to shoe-horn the title in there.  Breaking it down, it boils down to this: the value of a thing is fundamentally a quality that YOU can decide upon.  Yes, many other entities can weigh in on the matter, and some may even weigh heavily in their influence by force of law or societal pressure to hold the same value as everyone else, but, fundamentally, the decision on what you value and how much you value it is ultimately up to you.  In turn, this means that, the degree of significance of what gets “sacrificed” in pursuit of your goals fundamentally rests within you as well.  This is Nietzsche’s “revaluation of values” in action: a conscious decision to re-order and prioritize the things that you hold valuable and do so in a manner that fundamentally benefits you and your goals.

In the instance of those that sacrifice humanity in order to achieve power, those that hold humanity in the highest regard will see such a sacrifice as abhorrent: nothing is worth that. But what if the truth of the matter is that those that were seeking such power ultimately held little value for humanity.  What if they felt humanity was the one thing holding them back from achieving their goals?  They’d gladly jettison humanity, for power, sure, but hell, maybe for anything.  Maybe they valued it so little they’d trade it for a sandwich, and they were just happy with how good of a trade they got on the matter. 

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Oh please no, anything but that...

This is what “giving up what others are unwilling to give up” really boils down to.  You don’t need to make bigger sacrifices than others to get ahead: you can simply value things they value less than they value them.  Can you imagine what you could achieve if you didn’t value your time?  You could train like it was your job, quite literally, spending 8-9 hours in the gym, with prodigious rest periods and insane amounts of volume.  If you didn’t value our money?  Imagine the unfettered access you’d have to the greatest gadgets and toys, meal plans, etc etc.  Don’t value your health or longevity?  That is the training equivalent of “trading humanity”: sacrificing your “self” in order to obtain as much strength as possible.  And if none of these things hold any value, you wouldn’t even really need to sacrifice them at all: it’d be considered a sucker’s trade.  You got something for nothing, assuming that is how you regard these qualities.

And this also means having an honest self-assessment when determining a training plan.  People make so many empty claims, saying things like “I’d give ANYTHING to train at Westside Barbell”, yet when pressed to quit their job, sell their house, drive across the country to Ohio and go train there, they rebuke the advice and offer excuses.  Be honest: you won’t actually give anything.  In point of fact, you’re willing to give very LITTLE to train there.  You’d give anything to get jacked…except lift weights 4 days a week.  Ok, then be honest: you’re more willing to sacrifice getting jacked than you are to sacrifice training only 3 days a week.  There’s nothing wrong with HAVING these priorities: the only issue exists when we refuse to acknowledge that THESE are the actual priorities.  Sacrifices are for martyrs: we just need to figure out what our values are here.

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Clearly not safety. Or effectiveness.  Or dignity.

The big takeaway is that it’s borderline ridiculous how empowered you are when it comes to determining your fate.  This is Sartre’s “radical freedom”: terrible, oppressive, choking freedom.  It’s far easier to make yourself a slave and paint yourself as powerless than it is to accept just   how much YOU are the reason for your limitations.  And it’s only when we view our decisions with regret that we find the situation disagreeable: if we are at total peace with our decisions, we have nothing to regret and have reached our max power and potential under the conditions we have decided to permit to ourselves.  When we take owernship of the fact that we have decided that certain things hold higher value than our success in pursuing a specific goal, there is nothing to lament, but when we delude ourselves into thinking WE are not the ones that made this decision, the dissonance between reality and the delusion we live under will constantly cause frustration.  Make the decision, figure out what you value, and sacrifice nothing.     

4 comments:

  1. Thank you for your writing. It makes me so happy to finally identify with someone. It may not be unique, but man, it's such a rare experience to have access to the internal mental state of someone not scared to do whatever it takes.

    I'm a very competitive person and I always had the drive to grow and achieve even if I'm not that smart. But in my life I've always been surrounded by people that have no ambition, no drive, no willingness to put hard work.

    I've been to math olympiads, republican programming competitions, basketball tourneys, topped ladders in video games, became the tech. lead at work and now I've started going to the gym too. The reality is in all those different places, I see people trying to avoid discomfort and always thinking how to take a shortcut, how to cheat the system, laziness, fear, shallowness, mediocrity, lack of planning, no execution.

    When I was younger, it was so discouraging to see everyone trying to be "normal" (striving for mediocrity) and I never managed to find a mentor. I literally resorted to reading autobiographies of interesting people on wikipedia.

    Your writing is incredibly valuable and I'm sure it serves as inspiration to a lot of people, even if most of them never bother to tell you.

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    1. That really means a lot dude: thank you for writing it. It can be a little isolated sometimes but what you wrote is true: so many folks are seeking to avoid the pain, when diving right in is where all the good stuff is.

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